Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
but I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know...
but I wanna go home
I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

I’m just too far
From where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home

I’ve had my run
baby, I’m done
I’ve gotta go home

Let me go home

It'll all be alright,
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Currently listening to Home
Currently watching back up plan
Currently feeling cold

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It has been raining the past few days. A lot of people hate the rain. They remind them of their difficulties and tears. Makes them lonely. Slows them down. But to me it’s different, I love the rain. I love the way it helps me fall asleep from its sound pouring down. The feel of how the first drops gently touches my face and the thought that it is a blessing from above. I love how it makes people stop from their busy schedules, put down a glass of coffee and stare outside wondering when it’ll stop. I love everything about the rain. How it brings my family together in a couch and sleep together in front of the TV (of course our house wasn’t built to have a fireplace). Lately my days has always been raining. A lot of pain and struggles. Changes and Learnings. But I saw that it brought me closer to my family. Closer to the people whom I never thought would be there during the rain. Helping me to my knees. I wanted to give up. I know it’s a no way out situation and I know this is not yet the worst that ill be facing. And questions like “what I’ve got myself into” keeps on flashing back and forth waiting for me to give it all up. I know that if ill give it all up then it’s the best way out, better not just for me but for everyone feeling my pain. Better. I tried to fight it. But giving up is always at the back of my mind. Asking me to really give it all up. But if I had then it should’ve have been long before this all started. I wanted to see my worth. I wanted to know where I will snap. I wanted to learn. I want to feel alive but I didn’t know that it’s this painful. I wanted to grow. Be matured. Strong enough to face every difficulty so my child can hide behind me and not “us” facing all these. I want to run through the rain without having colds the next day. I want to stare outside the rain, happy. I want to remember all those that I’ve learned during my rainy days. Rain is not that bad at all. Rain is something that we should be happy about because it’s another time of our life that we learn a lot. Something we can say that we are growing as a person because it’s raining again in our life. We don’t just look at the rainbow after the rain but look how the rain made us stronger and the next few to come will only just be drizzles.

Currently listening to avril lavigne
Currently feeling awake

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GOOD Morning!

My 10th day vacation. I dunno 'til when will this be(Technically i was absent last night). I woke up early and tried to write something. Maybe by writing here will be more productive than in drafts. Ive got lots of unpublished blogs and im not sure why im not comfortable posting it. I found out a lot of things. one of it is my keyboard already sucks, so i need one.

and another thing is my head's starting to feel something so i better stop this.

And i dont know why what im afraid of writing.

Currently listening to razorback
Currently reading payaso
Currently feeling afraid

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i miss talking to melai ang van.i miss the small talks. i miss the long talks. i miss how we can freely tell each other that they are at their worst. No pretentions. honest talks. inspirational talks. "chismiz" of course. talks which relieves me from my stressful days. Just by listening to each other, thats all. thats all I ever wanted.from being the best man to a lethargic brokenhearted drunkard.

Currently listening to 214
Currently watching Approvals Matrix
Currently feeling awake

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